I DO

wat i wanna say is just this much~ If u ask me do i love my parents? Sure i will answer u , I DO~ but not in the ordinary way! as we get along in kinda of special way! We seldom talk..I will feel shy when i talk w my dad~ do u believe that? i will feel shy when i ask for pocketmoney from my dad or when my dad is giving me the pocket money! i dont even dare to look into his eyes ..do u believe this? yea~ no doubt! i do! compare w my dad, i talk more w my mom..But we quarrel almost the time when we get along! Apparently we r not in a great relationship..do u think so?But in fact , i do love them but no ones know..i keep the love inside the deepest of my heart..when i Miss them and wish to give them a hug , i will never let them know. i dare not to let them know..Sometimes i hate them. my dad never know wat i m thinking bout..all my mom know is just complaining and comparing~ its so lame!But sometimes i love them ..is it contradictory?I love them because ~ my dad is willing to do everything for me ~ my mom is always worrying bout me ~ why? because she care about me! i should happy for this maybe! they will never let me to take bus when i want to go back to hometown or go back to campus..they NEVER~ because they worry about me they care about me ..they drive me home everytime when i m going back! Do ur parents do that for u? My dad does~My mama prepare delicious food for me when i m home~ my mom doesnt eat salty and sweety things~ But! she does it because of me ! She brings me for supper when i m home although she doesnt has the habit to take supper..She does it because i love supper much! My dad buys me supper when i say i want to eat! He straight aways drive out and buy me the supper! My dad does it for me ! how about ur dad?Eventhough sometimes they love and care my brothers more than me! But..they is actually love and care me tooo~ I shouldnt blaming anythings ! i should appreciate ~ i would like to say tht i do love them ! i heart them~ thanks daddi n mami