Monday, May 25, 2009

that is wat they call FAMILY~

eherm~sometimes i was wondering ...why they had a weird relationship w their family?~ Parents are the one who take care bout us ..send us to school .let us further our studies to the college or university~give us the best one as they can~love us care us the most!When their children graduate, have a stabil life&high salary job earn lots of money , they will let their parents enjoy life,right? But in some family ..they all totally different w wat i said! *full w questions marks* 'Someone" 's family ...i saw some weird cases~ their children have stabil life ,drive nice car, wallet full w credit card ,master card ,bank card...have a big big house ...buy lots of expensive things for their girlfriends/boyfriend...husband/wife...take their partner to a trip~ sounds rich ,aint them? but sad to say tht...their parents still hv to work very very hard .but earn a lil bit only..sometimes it might b difficult for them to buy a expensive stuff..i think they cant afford to go for a trip in oversea too. WTF? their children so rich ..but their parents so....=="Z sounds crazy right? But this is the fact! their children buy expensive stuff , branded stuff for their partner,but never buy it for their parents...take their partner to trip ..at thailand,singapore,hong kong ...here n thr..but even never bring their parents to port dickson ~ * super duper deep sigh* as ...my bro bring his family to vacation ..but din even bring along my parents .. this who so called children ...always said ..how they love their parents....usually they will said ...i love my parents so much!!!! but frankly to be....ask urself...when u buy a diamond ring for ur partner ,do u buy 1 for u lovely mama toooooo???FUCK u...the answer will always be 'NO"~all this ppl are fucking dick head!But..parents are always dont knw how to differentiate good child and bad child~*super duper deep deep sigh again* they are also some parents that nvr take care of their children ..just throw their children to grandma..come back twice a month..never care wat their children need..wat their children's homework~~ this n tht~~this is wat we call responsibility of parents?DAMN! its so irresponsible~ My boy told me ..sometimes reality is really different w what we think we wan to do~ I m here to tell everyone ..the first thing i will do when i have my stabil life ,stabil job ,i will let my parents to enjoy their life...bring my parents to vacation but not my partner~ as they are my precious 1~ they are the ppl who bring me here~for those fuckin dick head ~ ehem~~ do u think that wat u 've done are wat we call family?? *innocent smile* Let S tell u ! u do this , nx time ..ur children wil do the same thing tooo~~ dont ruin the nx generation ~ family shouldnt be like tht! parents take care of children..children take care of parents when they hv a sucessful career..stabil income....this is only we call family !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, May 23, 2009

i want to make a complain bout u , sir~

Dear sir,

I felt fucked up sometimes ..as all the things that u had to do previously, now my turn to do it for u~?erhem~~i m in a relationship and having life like cohabitation w u only.Doesn;t mean that i already married to u and be 1 of ur family ! I helped u to take care ur grandma when u going to futsal..helped u in shop while u all were busying..still, i need to entertain ur good sis and cousin while i'm totally fed up of them..i have to endure while they are talking bad behind me . and for sure , u never defence for me ~i was wondering wat kind of bf u are smtimes.But then ,i found that i got nothing but scolded by u if i showed up my face~Frankly to be, ur family are not mine..Tht's ur family!Actually i dont need no endure all of this!i treat them good ..i wish tht they do the same things to me too.! Please appreciate me ! i have no responsibility to be good to your family ,But i did it too..as u r my bf!

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

LOVE letter

*wink*
Yesterday i wrote a love letter for my boy! Our first love letter..since we had maintained our relationship for 1 year and 3 months ~ i m perceptual too..sometimes~it's not easy for me to maintain a relationship for this long as i m not a loyal lover~i can be crush on several people in the same time.Mayb u can say that i m immatural in another way! yup~ i admit.i wrote a love letter and then i folded it in a love shape ~ after tht i put in his wallet secretly while he was playing futsal! but this dumb didnt notice that his wallet got this thing! herm...he 's so stupid! Then i hinted him to check the money .after he found out that a love shape paper in his wallet ..he jz said ..eih? ....==he 's damn not romantic at all..at last ..i had to be forced to tell him that's written someting inside that paper! its not a surprise d ..but at least he felt touch of my words~I m lucky to have him.as he 's the only one who will care me , love me ,protect me , be with me whatever i happened ~ xoxo

mammi and babe shenyong lob u (",)

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

i m seriously ADDICTED in u





uh hem~~








this ms. S 's time








i m addicted in snooker and pool recently..MAYBE i shouldnt say recently as i already addicted in it long time ago .i think since half year ago?Y i addicted in ths game? Dont ask me ..should blame my boy !! He likes to hang out w his friend to snooker center..Starting ,i was so damnn dislike that .I hate this stupid game. I really dont know why they love it so much~ BUT! i hate loneliness more~ everytime when they were enjoying their game ..i was jz look here n thr . This happened before my boy bought me a PSP.BUT ...still i feel boring~ One day ..even myself also dont knw wat's wrong w me ..i asked my boy to teach me hw to play this ~uh uh~ once i play .. i was totally love it~Tht time ..i was jz playing pool..as it's small n easier for ppl like me ..*T.T* i m short! Then..everything change ...since his cousin teach him hw to play snooker and lucky! No one willing to play pool w me d~So ..hw?~ntg to do w~ i hv no choice .. i start to play snooker~ once i start~ i cant stop it~and now...we play snooker almost everyday ! sounds bored right?but trust me once ..even the thing i tell never can b trusted~if u try to play this game..u will love it too~~ just like me ~i m so soooooory to say tht i hate snooker and pool last time~ nw ..even my psp also have snooker and pool game~ i m in love w u ~ snooker hiak hiak hiak ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

uh hem~

goodbye old writing style
HELLO new writing style

Monday, May 18, 2009

a New blog..again

Phew~
finally i start blogging again .i stopped blogging last time as my bf checked my blog.. U knw~? girl like me ...so bitchy...sure gt many secret tht cannot let my boy know ..SO..i deleted all my previous article ..and start a new blog here...i tried blogbus and wretch...so now 's blogspot 's turn..hiak hiak hiak~today is my first day for final exam...but all i hv now ..is holidy mode..wth..>< after this,i m goin to move out frm this knn unit to stay w my beloved dar yt. dar i m so excited to stay w u ..so tht i can dinner ,lunch,slp,talk, to u..anytime..kakakakaka~we can hang out until morning AGAIN~cant wait d~ hmm.. i am so surprising when one of my junior told me she 's a lesbian...omFg ..hw cm i nvr notice this b4?is it we hv been a while din meet up d?If i knw it earlier....sure i will..........hiak hiak hiak .....................imagine urself ...lalala