the quuuuuueen 's big day

say heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
its 3 oct 2000000009
and its the queen's big day
well~
my beloved roomie wait me home ..
and prepare a little silly surprise for me ....
even thr's just a bday card with a slice of cake
BUT i appreaciate it ALOTS..
heart my darling T
besides that
i have my exam on 3 oct ..
sad case..
no study mood at all.....................................
birthday mood whole day long..
night time i get another surprise frm a ppl who have HEART
he bought me a DKNY perfume
so nice ...
but i m curious abt...
hw cm i cant c him takes anythings in his hand when he enters the car?
where he hides the present?
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i have nothing much to say about my bday
since this is just a non -officially celebration
so stay tuned for the officially celebration which is on 8oct2009
last but not least
thanks for alllllll the wishes
of my dearest 1
of my babies
of my darlings
of my honey
of my buddies
of my jimui
of my heng dai
of my papa mama gor gor jie jie
and sooooo on
i keep it deep inside of my heart
the queen love u all
xoxo

我想知道

其实我没有很惊讶
因为她的手段我很了
其实我并不是坚强
我只想保护自己
其实我不是不难过
只是难过得哭不出来
我把所有的思绪都往心里吞
好累好累
一点笑容也挤不出来了
一开始我就随着你
决定都由你做
结束了我连反驳的机会也没有
只是没想到为了要我退出
你宁愿选择用谎言来让我恨你
我想知道她是怎么做到的
竟然能让你这样的对我
我想知道她让你痴心是什么？
我想知道她让你疯狂是什么？
我想知道她哪里比我好很多？
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我总换不了你的心动
可是我在你心里没她多
我除了不知所措
我还能怎么样？
我知道我 应该要怎样
只是我办不了