我没有失忆

我没有失忆
我不是你们
睡醒一觉说忘就忘
那里风流快活后
转个头对女朋友甜言蜜语
我觉得你很恶心
你们很肮脏
请不要再对我说话
这几天心情反反复复
怎知道我快崩溃了
我真的很气
我想一刀把你们刺死
我试着让自己“当”没事发生
但是事情始终发生了
你们说
事情在那里开始
在那里结束
我说不可能！没有这回事
决定权不在于你们
不是你们要我怎样我就怎样
而是我要怎样，你们就得怎样
我说其实男人都是狗
绝种好男人和世纪贱男其实只是一线之差
好男人是狼狗
比较听话
花花公子就像西施狗
除了吃喝玩乐还懂什么？
贱男？像你们这样的就是流浪狗咯！
什么狗屎垃圾你们都要
别人丑一点肥一点样子不那么出众
你们就说人家恶心
别人像鸡，像垃圾一样低贱
你们为什么不觉得恶心？
我一直认为男人比女人贱
但是原来差不多一样level jek~
老娘当没事
不代表原谅你们
我没有失忆！

never ever AGAIN

我才发现
原谅你
我过不了自己那关

wat tittle should i put?

I am really no idea w wat title should i put! As~ there is sooooo fcking many things running thru my little tiny silly brain!Should i blame the caffein for make me being so silly? I m tired indeeeeed! apparently i should take a good rest! But still, i m sitting in front of my study table to continue the stupid fking microeconomic 's revision! I do hate the stupid pakis lec! his slang,his attitude his pattern! Giv me some * to calm me down plssss~ I wish i m blind so that i no need to c ur selfish face! it enough! tooo over for me ! i cant stand! and the "bin gor bin gor"~ its time to stop all ur bullshit~stop talking cock~ dont u remember i dont love u no more?its over ~ n i m here to tell u ,get the fucking out of my way! thanks for ur co-operation!

pek cek__________________________________________-------

why we study for exam?

如题～
老实说我真的不明白
读到要生要死
可是又不知道考试会出怎样的题目怎样的方式
读到要生要死
还要担心读的会不会出
或者
读不读的完
或者
会不会一进考场
整个忘光光
读了等于没有读
还要浪费时间熬夜
那时心里除了niama　就剩下wtf了
不过既然是这样
那为什么还要准备
因为如果好彩的话读的都有出
那时你的心情就会好过中4d头奖
不过这个几率就像要中4d头奖一样难
所以我还是带着矛盾的心情准备考试好
不然万一像4d这样
不买的时候开个正字一样～
哭都没有眼泪！

Im in fire

U r jerk ~ jerk ~ jerk~ jerk~ jerkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!
The most unlucky thing in my life is i know u
U r the worst Tb that i ever seen~ THE WORST one~
KANNINAH fuck off ~ Dont think that u are everything!
C****

我是阿飘

话说这几天精神恍惚
整个人飘下漂下
飘到了星期二
我才忽然发觉我似乎飘太久了
现在是星期三的凌晨4点40分
其实是累的咯我
可是我不能怨人
因为我从回来
就粘在椅子上
我的屁股自然分泌super glue我想
我拖到一点才信步感情不愿的冲凉去
然后才粘在椅子上
继续我那很傻嗨的flash game
到刚才大约两三点
我才心不甘情不愿的读书去
读marketing去
本来成绩我就没有很好
脑袋也没有很大
却要装下这些不知所谓的marketing theory
我不知道自己读什么老实那句
读又死，不读死无全尸
所以我选择死的明明白白
如果我读我不信我拿0
可是往往这些事是可能发生的
哈哈哈哈脑小自然没那么聪明
真是wtf
其实我心里面还有100个心不甘情不愿
再外加100个wtf
虽然宵夜吃很饱
可是心中的100 个心不甘情不愿
还有那100个wtf
还是久久不能减少！　
没办法我喜欢晚上做啊飘
这些就是老人家每次说的
《自己拿来贱》

Upgrading--- - - - -

the Queen S is in the Upgrading mode! system tht inside my body is already expired and outdated ! this make me cannot affort too much of works and stress! this make me still stand in the same step!thts y! *so~ S is trying to has a revolution by herself! * The upgrading mode is ON!! i m full with energy and motivate right now! try harder n harder to do better from the bad 1~ do better n better~ ~~~ * will be non-stopping upgrading~* XOXO

11 august 2009

now is 2.24 am of 11 august 2009! i was doing nothing the whole day * should b yesterday* Dont ask me why! as i m just ~ dont have any motivation or energy or mood to do any thing! i m wondering wat i m thinking right now ~*please tell me ,god* Midterm test on Fri and one more is on next thursday!! I m ready to prepare for it but i m just not in mood! *seriously wtf* frankly to be, i m still in holiday mood! i wish that i at my home now~ so that i can just stay at home and just sleep, eat and relax ~ i hate the crowded place but it doesnt means i m scare of the H1N1~ i m jst kinda ~ anti social~ i feel sick to the crowded place * i m a weirdo * I miss my papa mama n my lovely friends ~ one week holiday is toooooo short * shouting*

I DO

wat i wanna say is just this much~ If u ask me do i love my parents? Sure i will answer u , I DO~ but not in the ordinary way! as we get along in kinda of special way! We seldom talk..I will feel shy when i talk w my dad~ do u believe that? i will feel shy when i ask for pocketmoney from my dad or when my dad is giving me the pocket money! i dont even dare to look into his eyes ..do u believe this? yea~ no doubt! i do! compare w my dad, i talk more w my mom..But we quarrel almost the time when we get along! Apparently we r not in a great relationship..do u think so?But in fact , i do love them but no ones know..i keep the love inside the deepest of my heart..when i Miss them and wish to give them a hug , i will never let them know. i dare not to let them know..Sometimes i hate them. my dad never know wat i m thinking bout..all my mom know is just complaining and comparing~ its so lame!But sometimes i love them ..is it contradictory?I love them because ~ my dad is willing to do everything for me ~ my mom is always worrying bout me ~ why? because she care about me! i should happy for this maybe! they will never let me to take bus when i want to go back to hometown or go back to campus..they NEVER~ because they worry about me they care about me ..they drive me home everytime when i m going back! Do ur parents do that for u? My dad does~My mama prepare delicious food for me when i m home~ my mom doesnt eat salty and sweety things~ But! she does it because of me ! She brings me for supper when i m home although she doesnt has the habit to take supper..She does it because i love supper much! My dad buys me supper when i say i want to eat! He straight aways drive out and buy me the supper! My dad does it for me ! how about ur dad?Eventhough sometimes they love and care my brothers more than me! But..they is actually love and care me tooo~ I shouldnt blaming anythings ! i should appreciate ~ i would like to say tht i do love them ! i heart them~ thanks daddi n mami

YOU

YOU r selfish indeed~Dont try to act infront of me! i know everything! And i know U well~~~~Be humble and not to be so selfish!