Helpless

2010

Well~ This is my first post for 2010. How did i celebrate my new year? hmm..wat can i do at this small town BAHAU? zz I just went to cafe w my hometown friends and my king! YupYupYup! He is in bahau W me! beers, gossips and cigs!31dec09 is my last day~ i gonna say byeeee to all my bad habits cz i had promised my king!This new yr eve is not happening like last year. But i passed it w my Loved 1. i got the first hug,first kiss and first wish from him! *wink* Its enuf for me! I wish i can get more good luck in 2010! Today is 2jan10!He jst went back to his coll this noon. Im missing him much right now.The past 2 weeks we stick tgtr evryday! Phewww.. But i think he is missing me too and he promised tht he will back on this coming Fri! I'll wait n c ~ whether he keep his promise ornot...BTW.~ HAPPY 2010 ~ peoples..xoxo

the 2009 christmas

No any special celebration for this yr xmas.BUT,i went genting w King,my neyney and friends b4 xmas eve.Y went b4 xmas eve bt not on xmas eve for countdown.? i wonder too!it doesnt matter as i enjoyed it.The queen was wondering y so many ppls went genting during xmas? Its so crowded!!Well i went to nilai to meet my king n neyney on 22 dec first.Seriosly,i dont really remember wat i did tht day.I just knw tht King whole night didnt sleep well.*sorry Bi*~.~ so do i. Y? ppl tht u love slp just beside u, should be sleep tight tight and have a sweeet dream ,right? BUT,no. Just because i slp beside him,make him whole day din sleep well. Because my king is a super duper pure bf! NEVER sleep w girl on a same bed before!^^ We woke up damn early the another morning.Well~~~i think i should thanks elvin for let me to stay his hs. Calson and his gf with us too! We went for nasi kandar for brunch. I didnt reali enjoyed the meal.Its nice but i just didnt have the appetite.So, i gave half of my rice to king. He ate until almost vomit..after tht, we heading to genting.I m here to talk about mr calson 's driving skill! reali tak boleh pakai.make me scream here n thr inside the car.Neyney and frens went casino. So wat i did in genting? i m underage to enter the casino,so king choose to accompany me. Theme park? HELL NO!We just jalan jalan here n thr~ help neyney to find out the entrance of the casino. This time when im w king. i found out something. He is totally different w previous! hmm... no about his look..still lengzai like usual~ still look like a pretty boy like usual. I mean the way he treated me was sooooooooooooooooooo different!Wat make him changed so much? I think its LOVE.The king care me so much, hold my hand hug me warm me up whenever we are.he was just so sweet to me ..* tq bi* The king was actually wanted to buy me a xmas gift. But i dont wan.because idont want him to spend so much.he is already the best gift for me.I was just like a queen for him tht few days.The second day which is xmas eve.Calson sent her girl back to midvalley.So king n me took public transport to pavilian to meet w ney ney and frens.The first time! *wink* Even we sweat alots.still, we hug each other and stick togeter.We went for a movie. so called avatar.The next day, i went back hometown w ney ney and king. nothing much to share.cz nothing much can do at my hometown. ops yea. King 's hair got a very nice smeell..no matter wat brand of shampoo he used, still got the nice smell. his hair still smell good even he sweat. I luv the smell so much. We said tht was shampoo+baby+s smell.and now, im at malacca to do my paper on tomorrow. I felt so sad yesteday. i stick w him for the past few days and now we gonna seperate. I think he miss me badly now. ME too! ^^ So i decide to back to my hometown again after my paper. because he is still there. I think he will be happy to c me again. Tooo much sweet memories between us. im not going to share all tht out. *privacy* hahaha

Last but not least..Im lucky to have Mr J a.k.a. KING! Finally i can show all the peoples out thr tht my decision is right! We just love each other so damn much.He is unique and im lucky.thanks for everything bi.



xoxo.

THE DECEMBER

Its December now.Im going to say BYE to the awesome 2009 and say HI to the coming 2010! im looking forward for 2010. Lots of drama had happened in 2009.Yet, something memorable happened too. It coloured up my life and make my 2009 meaningful. Dec now, means Xmas is coming!! my Fav but Im having the Fucking final exam recently.EXAM? so what? No care No care...i still want to celebrate my Xmas so much! I wish to celebrate this meaningful day w my Love 1.but.seems like its not so possible.I supposed was on my lovely comfortable bed w my huge bear bear and my pillow.But im still awake here.Because i just finished a nice pillow talk w my dearest roomie.Both of us were actually damn sleepy.erm..Maybe she was just too excited to pillow talk to me. We talked for 2 hours..until 6 in the morning.She was on her bed sleeping like a pig w her daughter zhu chang fun right now.So shuang! I have to prepare for tomoro paper.The Organizational behavior. i have no idea w this subject!It's all about BULLSHIT and NONSENSE. So,i choose to blogging abit.to release my stress. AND my dearest darling said i had been long time din update my blog. Nothing much happened recently. and...im still alive!Abit homesick this few days. I miss my cutie dardi,lovely marmi..and last but not least..my little darling girl celstine! But i can meet w them on this SAT after my paper! means.tomoro afternoon. I think they miss me lots too! im kinda emo recently. Peps may say im pattern pattern.this and tht~so and so. But they dont know the real me.Its okie,nvm. I keep it into deep of my heart and wont let any of u know wat m i thinkin. This post is damn..................random.Btw,Merry Xmas to my Sakai Roomie. I know u r reading my blog! *wink* ops.....And also Happy 2010 to u! u know u love me XOXO.



Q.sharon

依然

虽然现在保护我的照顾我的已经不是你
虽然逗我开心和我闹脾气的已经不是你
虽然很多事情都不同了
虽然我都让自己忙得没有空想起你这个人
虽然别人都觉得我和你一点关系也没有了
很多虽然
但是我依然想念你
但是你依然很重要
但是你的一言一语还是很轻易的逗得我笑得很开心
但是睡前我还是习惯性的想着你来入睡
原来别人都代替不了你
原来时间的长短重来都不会是个问题
原来我已经踏的很深
原来我只在意你的喜怒哀乐
原来我已经无可救药

Useless People Like This

I m totally out of idea to find a suitable word to describe a people like u! Useless and coward enough! Ugly enough no matter inner or outlook! The main POINT is..u are funny! because u try again n again to drive the Queen crazy..to make the Queen 's blood pressure increase to the max. So, im wondering ..y ur mom dont go for abortion surgery when she got u. I think she must be damn fking regret tht she delivered u! Try to imagine a guy w 20++ yr old guy w a 4 yr old kid 's eq n iq! He LOVES to order ppl to do thing for him! but he has no idea tht he is just a SOHAI , not a king! y we nid to do it for him...As a no manners ppl like him....yea ! he has a no manners sista toooo!!!ONLY 8 yrs old ! BUT with a damn fking rude attitude. The queen dont like them AT ALL! i just hate the whole family! a big big gap~~ if compare w my family..i wan to hit them so much evtime i c them.. hey~ ppl....the hell is waiting for u ppl~ Dont waste the o2.....cz i Dont wish to breath the same air w u. i rather die!!!!!imagine it...how much i hate those fellow..running out of word to describe my anger..im here ~~~ to spread a information....ppl who are ppl's dardi or marmi....pls pay more attention to ur children. Just in case ur children bcm a uselesss ppl like them.. if u dun know how to teach them.....pls~~~~ dont try to pregnant ~ tq...

千言万语

说真的
我对你非常失望
为什么就不读下去
一直在浪费时间
从你的语气
我知道你没有丝毫后悔
我更失望
貌似不管我怎么劝我怎么说
你还是会做一样的决定吧
我的心情的确很矛盾
因为我找不到一个去支持你决定的原因
我能接受你多么的少爷
可是很抱歉
你这个决定貌似有点玩大了
天啊~
我又平衡不了~
救命